I've been feeling very worried, and a great deal of discomfort lately. When the tragic loss that came with my friend Dylan not being with us to guide us with his wisdom with love and a deep care for everything that is beautiful, I feel lost. I feel like I have to work harder now & I can only pull from him in memory & spirit. I cant take the bus to him & play show & tell to feel secure or learn about all of the wonderful things there are to see do and be and share feelings.
What I do know how to do is to come together and create a piece of beauty to hopefully inspire others to feel good, and lend yourself to those you love in support yourself to. Try to create beauty where beauty is fading in an effort to keep it alive because that is all that matters.
In a truly emotional & loving spectacle several friends of Dylan & myself gathered and poured ourselves into making something magic to help bring some love at this very difficult time for Emily who I and I know all of you love so much. Making this image for her was the best I have felt and made me so happy to see my friends working with the same joy passion and care for her. I don't know if it makes sense to create blog post about these things. But I guess what I'm trying to say from this experience is, please everyone come together for each other and try to create beautiful things & be there for each other & find those positive magic moments life has to offer when things are harder then you can have foresight of.
I love you all
Theo, Jennifer, Daria & Amy thank you so much for being there for me & for Emily and doing something beautiful.
Jennifer thank you for these photo's.